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When you have seen as much of life as I have,

 you will not underestimate the power of obsessive love.
J.K. Rowling

 I am struggling with another Morgan story, which is not like that character at all. Usually when I have writer’s block I turn to Morgan, and  he rescues mel]]

this time it just won’t come. I have the story-line, the dark moment, and the conclusion of the WWII part firmly in mind. I know where I’m going with it. The book is told in a frame, meaning it starts in one era (the present), flashes back to WWII for the crux of the story and comes back to the present for the resolution of that plot.  Here’s the first few paragraphs (present):

Mr. Piano Man

Pity the beautiful old women all the more for they have lost the most.

She came into the bar, looking very ill-at-ease and out-of-place. As lost as she might seem, she was a classic beauty, her bone structure sculpted and fine. Her eyes were large, ringed with thick black lashes, and her slender nose straight. The hair in an elegant coil at her nape had once been coal black. Now, pure white streaks wove through the ebony, shining in the lament light. Excusing her way to the only vacant seat at the piano bar, she spoke to no one. She gave me a fleeting look,  sat, and strung her handbag over the back of the tall stool.  The other patrons of the establishment gave her scant notice. After all, she was old.


But as I watched her, something dim and distant flickered in memory.

I wanted to speak to her but couldn’t stop playing in the midst of a song.  Besides, she appeared distant. What had made her cross the threshold of a piano bar on a cobbled side street in Charleston?  She glanced at the man to her left, drowning his sorrows in scotch, then at the  women to her right, singing the lyrics to “Mr. Piano Man”.

A spotlight pointed to my hands, but no one really paid a  blind bit of notice. Tonight, I was Mr. Piano Man. What did the patrons see? A young man with long hair and a pianist’s hands? A man down on his luck, playing a piano to keep body and soul together? I was the former but not the latter. I didn’t need the tips in the fishbowl atop the scarred baby grand. Over the centuries to come, I trusted my estates would serve me as well as they’d done in the past.

Soon, the time would come for me to stage my own death and resurrection again. These things came to try vampires as the years passed but didn’t take their toll. My hair was still thick and blonde; my blue eyes young and bright—too bright if I dropped the Glamour of a normal man. By the calendar’s reckoning, I should be seventy-one years old, but no one in this wayside bar had a clue this ‘lifetime’ began in 1916.

The scent of blood bedeviled me. For nights, I hadn’t fed, and I was starved. Each different fragrance tempted me sorely. My mouth watered, my nerves stretched as tight as the piano strings.

Tonight, my life wasn’t as I’d planned. Certainly, I’d never thought I’d end up playing in a night club near where I was supposed to be—where I wanted to be. In a reckless gamble, I’d perhaps lost a friend and a centuries-old dream. At least the piano was in tune, even if I was not.

My fingers still darted over the keyboard as if I were concentrating on the music. I scanned the faces surrounding the piano, my gaze returning to her. She wore a dark silk suit fashionable twenty years ago, but on her, it was classy. Her body wasn’t the same as it had been forty years ago, but she was slender, sat straight and proud.


This part went easily but as I got into it, now in WWII, it became difficult.